Dienstag, 2. Juni 2009

thinner thinner thinner [anything is working!]

my thighs are thinner!!! oh my god i´m so excited.
i saw it a little while ago, when i checked up my body in the mirror before i went into the shower. no doubt!
if i´m just standing there normal, my thighs don´t touch each other, but that´s nothing new. but if you move your pelvis forward and backward without moving your upper part of the body, then this changes.
so far my thighs were touching each other if i moved my pelvis just a little bit forward and in some bad times i even had to move it a little bit backward so that there´s this distance between them.
but today they are only touching each other if i move my pelvis forwards as much as i can.
oh my god. oh my god. oh my god.
i´m so happy. and proud. kind of proud. because whatever it was - i did something right!
even though i didn´t lose weight. but i´m getting thinner. and i knew that before. that you can get thinner without losing weight. i mean again and again i can see and feel my bones coming out more and more. and again and again i can see and feel new bones. and again and again i can see and feel my clothes are getting more roomy
or just when i stood under the shower i noticed that it´s getting harder to shave my underarms because it becomes more and more like holes
and that´s always great.
but today...it feels like as if there´s a smaller number on my scale. and i think you all know this feeling. it´s so special. i hope i don´t lose that for the rest of the day

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