This was all for nothing and we´re setting for an encore

today i had the first meeting with my new therapist.
maybe i should laugh at myself. in fact it´s daffy to focus the hope of everything in this, but that´s what i did, at least i was hoping that he could tell me anything which would help me to overcome this week...riddiculous.
i mean he asked me how the eating-thing is working, and i said "i´m still eating". and that was it. then he asked about my weight and than about other things. but he didn´t asked me HOW i´m eating. and how i feel about that. or how i feel about my weight. maybe he thinks everything must be okay in this way, because my weight is still "normal"? what a fuck.
and he didn´t asked me anytime, how i´m feeling generally. nice!
and i´m angry about myself because i wasn´t able to tell him "the situation" unasked.
well, nevermind, it´s too late now, maybe it works next week, but i´m trying to stop hoping that hard for it.